Defeat

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by sadeyedlady, Dec 31, 2012.

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  1. sadeyedlady

    sadeyedlady New Member

    I think I've had about all I can take, my way of life has been destroyed my dreams crushed my quality of life is going to suck forever.
    I've been thinking about finally giving up a lot lately, already tried a couple times this year since I got really sick.

    It makes me sad in a way I don't really want to go but at the same time the pain I feel mentally and emotionally is so great its become unbearable.
    I'm just hanging on by the skin of my teeth for friends and family and of course the little survival instinct left in my body helps.

    I have to admit I'm rather afraid of stepping into the unknown all the things I'll miss and how sad , but at the same time once I'm gone its not like any of that will matter to me.
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    But it does matter to you hun your family friends and life hun that is why you are reaching out here hugs I hope hun whatever the illness that you continue to fight continue to reach out and get the supports you deserve hun to make your life more tolerable hugs to you
     
  3. sadeyedlady

    sadeyedlady New Member

    At this point I'm so totally exhausted, both physically and emotionally, that I don't feel up to going through the hospitals or surgery. To be honest, I don't feel up to going through any of this anymore--I feel like I can't live this way another day.
     
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