You don't understand. I'm not a nice person, I'm a terrible person. This place helps me a lot and I don't deserve to be here. It's not even as if I'm any help to anyone else. It's just whine whine whine from me. I'm pathetic. Please. It's really imporrtant that you do something so I can't get on here. I want people to forget about me.
this is a big reason i wont delete you hun, its common for people who are depressed to feel like they dont deserve help or support, this is why we dont delete members, if we deleted you and you started to feel a little better, you might really regret it
But I'm not going to feel a bit better. I'm never going to get better. This is what I mean. I am selfish. I can't even get better for the people who try to help me. Then I irrationally get angry that other people don't try. I'm no help to anyone else on here lately. Even when I try to be it all goes wrong. I'm too messed up to do anyone else any good. You would all be better off if I wasn't here.
You guys do not need some other whiney fucked up little bitch on here complaining about her problems all the time. If I can't help others I shouldn't be here. I only upset people. Or at the very least I don't help anyone feel better. You need members who make a positive difference not a negative one. I post on here all the time about ME. Blah blah blah.
Like anyone wants to hear. Like it's even fair to waste space writing it down. It's not even like I feel better. I just upset other people.
if you need to use the site to talk about your problems thats fine, its what we're here for, id hate to lose someone who needed help, and you yourself dont have solve everyone elses problems, just be there when you can :hug: