Actually. I'm going to listen to them. I've tried to get help so many times and nothing, I've tried to get support off of friends, people on this site, professionals...and still nothing. It has occurred to me that none of you would actually give a damn if I wasn't here and frankly, I'm so fucking sick of trying. Of trying for nothing. Oh, I do apologize for swearing. I couldn't find a better word to hold that sentence together, you see. So I guess, goodbye. Good riddance. But most of all, have a good day.