Hey there... So I've got depression, again. For about the fourth time in my life. I'm still in the early stages, but the last time I had it was really bad, and I know what's to come over the next year, how much worse it's going to get, and I just can't be bothered to go through it all again. Last time I got rid of it, I was so elated, and didn't think I'd ever feel like this again, but now I just feel crushed because it's back. I feel so incredibly lonely. I want to talk to someone, but at the same time I don't, because I don't feel I'm worth their time or attention.