it has been one week since the released me from a psy ward in Geneva, I felt much better when they did that but the last week has been hell, especially yesterday, my life could be seen as 'normal', I am an independent , successful woman, 36 years old, but I am totally lost on where to go from now. My boss distroyed my professional career and now I have nothing. No love, no career, no xxx nothing! I have been diagnosed with clinical depression and I will kill myself with meds, I wonder how many should I take, should I mix it with alcohol? I dont want to go back to hospital, I want to complete the act this time!