It would be so easy if I had the courage to go away. 7 years ago one of my co-workers who was happily married lost his spouse to cancer. She worked at our company as well. He hid the pain good at work as I didn't notice too much change in him until our department got word he had taken his life. I guess the financial burdens and losing his spouse was too much for him and he shot himself. Believe he was only 28 at the time. At that period I often wondered how anyone could take their life..... Fast forward today and I feel like I am under the same burdens. It would be so easy.