It's always the same, i get depressed from exercising my job. It's so boring and i don't know what other job i could choose from, since i don't have much experience or big credentials. I feel so suicidal, lonely and scared. My only pleasure in life is to sleep, but waking up and get up for work is so damn hard. This endless misery has got to stop... but i don't know how. My lust for life is totally gone.