I am listless as fuck and I don't want to type too much otherwise the <edit moderator total eclipse rude.> I lack a social life, friends, whatever. I am invited to a birthday party on the 3rd but it's a token fb invite at best, and the opportunity to have a friendship with said girl is unlikely given circumstances taht are beyond explaining right now. I've decided not to go because it's a bunchof people I generally hated in high school, and has little potential for meaningful interaction. I guess I have potential social outlets, maybe, but most have waned, and my best friend lives a state away. I need a fucking girlfriend, friends etc. I am depressed as hell and almost 24 and going this long with only 2 serious romantic prospects has been hell, a month with one girl, and maybe a week I spent with another and a few months of a long distance relationship. Meetup.com has no relevant meetsups in my area and the city I live in is fucking terrible. On second hand I busy restoring my foreskin. I am actually coping much better than I was when I first found out my circumcision as teh cause of my massive sexual dysfunction at 22. Since then (year and half now) I have had a massive improvement and actually realized I have gained A LOT of new skin just the other day. I get depressed every time I read about doctors in the US (no one else in the developed world has our cavalier attitude toward genital mutilation of males at birth) and the studies from Europe, and MY experience of greatly improved sensation, but I wno't feel anywhere close to content until I'm done, probably anotehr 3 years at the rate of growth I'ev calcuclated from my skin. Mostly, I am trying to deal ith the social issues for now, and fixing circumcision as much as I can I have lots of other issues that I won't get into. If anyone has some advice or can sympathize it would be appreciated. I am not in a good place.