Anyone who is hopelessly depressed and clinging to their major childhood religion... I beckon you to question that and move on. I got sucked into the horrible depression and worthlessness which I now associate with Christianity. Then I wondered if I should seek some other major religion. I ultimately decided on Satanism. I got SO depressed trying to seek religion. I guess I got to know too many people who were weak and sick. I wanted to relate to them. To their worthlessness and self-disregard. Just so I could be like them I guess. I always felt people were generally faithless and ill. Eventually, I became like they are. Don't get sucked into their sadness. It is really "you" and "them" in this life. All the sad people will suck you into their sad world. It doesn't matter why they are sad... They usually worship some sad religion. And if you have too many feelings, you will be sucked in and believe that you should also be sad. And they'll tell you to worship their gods of unfaith and sadness. Forget all of them. Forget the sad people who have made you sad or suicidal. Forget their world. Forget their gods. Find your own path.