i dont want to talk about why im like this. im trying to stay as calm as i can. but right now im just pushed over my limit. im tired of this and i honestly feel so depressed right now, i cant take it. im sorry to say but i just really want to die right now, so this is all gone. im talking here to get some comfort, its th eonly place i can come for comfort. but its not enough. i cant deal with this, i really cant. honestly the comfort i get from talking here is doing me little right now. i dont want to go on right now. when you guys are in such great depression where you want to suicide.. how do you move on? i feel like i cant move on and i just want to give up. i dont want to cry because after im done there will be nothing after it. i dont want to sleep because ill wake up to hell. i cant deal with this. i really cannot fucking take this anymore.