tho I know it isnt exactly what you want to hear...
feel like telling us why you want to go?
I know you may be sick of repeating it but please try one more time to help us understand? We will listen as long as you need to talk... We are a family here - TRUST me....I know first hand how close these people can affect your life.
:welcome: to the Forum, Ziber.
I hope you will find a lot of friendship and support here to help you through those bad times
Take care, we're here anytime, and if you ever want to talk or whatever, feel free to PM me