depressingly happy

Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by nonethelessjaclyn, Dec 22, 2010.

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  1. nonethelessjaclyn

    nonethelessjaclyn Well-Known Member

    for once in my life, i am truly happy.
    i have an amazing boyfriend.
    great friends.
    a loving family.

    but i'm only missing one thing.
    the body i desprately want.
    i've had trouble with eating disorders before.
    i don't want to go back to it.
    i just want to be skinny.
    well.. skinnier..
    i just want to feel confident in my own skin.
    i havent been on here in a while..
    it feels odd talking about this.
    i just need some help.
  2. deferred dream

    deferred dream Well-Known Member

    Jaclyn - You are in a good place to talk about these issues. There are lots of good people here to listen, many of whom have probably gone through very similar experiences.

    I am pretty sure I suffer from body dysmorphic disorder. No matter what society seems to see (someone fine looking), I am never pleased with it. Hence, why I am really trying to lose weight. I'm struggling, but I'm doing alright for now. Please feel free to PM me if you ever need encouragement or advice. I don't get to reply often (no home internet) but I promise I will get back to you as soon as I am able to. <3
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