for once in my life, i am truly happy. i have an amazing boyfriend. great friends. a loving family. but i'm only missing one thing. the body i desprately want. i've had trouble with eating disorders before. i don't want to go back to it. i just want to be skinny. well.. skinnier.. i just want to feel confident in my own skin. i havent been on here in a while.. it feels odd talking about this. i just need some help.