since when is being depressed a sign of being on drugs? i asked my dad for help, that im depressed and that i need to see a shrink, and he told me im not depressed and that im just on pills. he then piss tested me which i passed, then told me hes searching everything. now let me get things straight, i ASKED for help, he didnt come up to me and say this. i confronted him and told him im having a tough time, and he said that my best friend sold me hundreds of pills. even though she is still trying to get over her heroin addicted father, despite the fact that she has beat addiction herself and doesnt want to go back, despite the fact that ive taken a vow to NEVER touch anything beyond marijuana. i only took pills on a couple different occasions, which was a year and a half ago when i was spinning out of control, which he did not know about. i dont know where he gets the nerve to do all of this, am i not a human fucking being? can i not make the distinction between right and wrong? does he think im that stupid to become an addict? no offense to the rest of you, but imo being addicted to anything is just stupid. i should have just thrown the piss in his face, atleast then i would have shown him the respect hes showing me. he slapped me in the face doing this, he is NO father to me anymore. ive lost my respect for him.