Hello everyone! I'm not sure if this is the right place to post this... But I'm just completely confused as to what's wrong with me (and I have not yet had any professional help). Of course the reason I'm here is because of my continuous suicidal thoughts and self harm, but I don't really feel... Sad or distressed. Sometimes I just suddenly want to kill myself, almost like I'm in some sort of trance-like state. When I tell people about my suicidal tendencies they instantly seem to assume I'm ''depressed'' or ''anxious''. I'm not even quite sure what this means (outside of their simple definitions). Can someone explain these terms to me? Can one have depression or anxiety without being particularly sad? Thanks for reading!