When I woke this morning I wasn't scared as I realised not a person in the world cared. I'd always been on my own always the person who was unknown. I don't want attention, I don't want care I don't even want someone to share I don't want anything in life. not now that I have my knife. I don't want a family, I don't want a friend then it won't hurt when I do want I intend Not that it matters anymore, I'm past that line god has finally given me a sign. I don't need people to tell me they understand or reach out they hand I don't need anyone to tell me this war can be won. All my life I've been the unknown always feeling and being so alone the person that sits on the outside hiding away as she has no pride Now that god has given me a sign I know what I have to do so I can be fine he knows there's nothing keeping me here He knows I have to run, never to feel fear Friends and Family won't even know as communication broke down along time ago Weeks will go past before they realise the other week was my last.