Depression has only one cure.

Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by lost_child, Aug 14, 2007.

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  1. lost_child

    lost_child Well-Known Member

    When I woke this morning I wasn't scared
    as I realised not a person in the world cared.
    I'd always been on my own
    always the person who was unknown.

    I don't want attention, I don't want care
    I don't even want someone to share
    I don't want anything in life.
    not now that I have my knife.

    I don't want a family, I don't want a friend
    then it won't hurt when I do want I intend
    Not that it matters anymore, I'm past that line
    god has finally given me a sign.

    I don't need people to tell me they understand
    or reach out they hand
    I don't need anyone
    to tell me this war can be won.

    All my life I've been the unknown
    always feeling and being so alone
    the person that sits on the outside
    hiding away as she has no pride

    Now that god has given me a sign
    I know what I have to do so I can be fine
    he knows there's nothing keeping me here
    He knows I have to run, never to feel fear

    Friends and Family won't even know
    as communication broke down along time ago
    Weeks will go past
    before they realise the other week was my last.
     
  2. lost_child

    lost_child Well-Known Member

    please god let me in

    Look in the mirror and what do I see?
    looking back, are the signs of a battered mind.
    a battered, twisted and stained heart
    a life, that I just can't depart.

    The eyes, show the pain inside
    this thing no longer has any pride.
    a scar, when she once again lost control
    she no longer has a soul.

    A broken thing, that can't be repaired.
    cause the girl is just to scared.
    she doesn't know what to do
    instead she runs and hides.

    Curl up in a ball and protect herself
    I wish I could just kill oneself.
    then the pain would be gone
    I would then be free.

    The lord won't open the gates
    this life is a punishment, is this my fate
    why won't he let the pain end
    why won't he be a friend.

    Please lord I'm begging you
    give me one more chance and open the door.
    let me in, free me from this pain
    let me start again.

    Please lord..I can't take anymore.
    please lord..free me from the chains
    please lord..I can't take no more pain
    please lord..i'm ready to go.
     
  3. Feared.Desire

    Feared.Desire Well-Known Member

    Re: please god let me in

    Woah. Being somewhat of a writer myself, I can appreciate how good those are. Well written. Most impressive.
     
  4. SavedByGrace

    SavedByGrace Member

    I have been reading many of your poems that you've posted in the past, and I must say that you are an incredible poet. You definitely have a gift!:goodjob:

    Don't give up on life yet. Please talk to me whenever you feel you need someone to talk to. You can pm me.

    Lots of Love.
     
  5. Mya

    Mya Well-Known Member

    that was beautifull...i love it...and i hope writing it helped you in the same way me writing helps me
     
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