Do you ever feel that way? Sometimes I'm too numb to think anything, but other times I feel I'm weak. Other people would get over bad things, but I'm too weak and get depressed? Sorrow is for weak ones, for losers and wimps? I've tried to drown my sorrow and anxiety behind aggression, but that takes only the first away, leaving the anxiety. Though maybe the emotionless feeling I get is what real men are? Tough and aggressive beaters, who at least don't whine at forums like this?