I'm curious, which of the two consumes your thoughts most often ? For me, definitely anger. I have thoughts about pulling out a gun in a crowded area and just randomly shooting everyone in sight. I have thoughts about planting a bomb in a government building and detonating it when the maximum number of people are in the building. I have thoughts about how much I'd love another war to start so that other people's precious families will die. I love watching news about shootings, stabbings and death. I love seeing shocked people on the news crying. I'd love to walk up to them and laugh at them then spit in their face. Sometimes i'll read a story about someone getting raped/stabbed to death and i'll feel sorry for them but that's about it. One thing that I don't like ? Sexual sadism. (such as choking, BDSM and all that.) Just regular sadism for me, thanks. I absolutely LOVE watching other people cry, It's the biggest turn-on ever for me. I love watching people cry on the news when they hear about the deaths of their loved ones. I love watching children cry. Before I got fired a couple months ago, I had to try pretty damn hard not to burst out laughing every time I saw someone crying. I absolutely love watching other people suffering, watching the fear in their eyes, watching the horror in their eyes. I just want to drown myself in evil and darkness. A lot of times I've felt very depressed and lonely. Looking up at the vast sky and realizing how tiny and insignificant I am. I feel like I've moved past the stage where I'd just sit around and think about how much everything sucks. I embrace loneliness, death, misery and suffering. I love suffering.