In early March.. my stepbrother, Derek, went into my room while i was pretending to be asleep and kissed me passionatly... 2 weeks later.. and i told him i wasnt sleeping.. he told me i owed him.. so. i kissed him back.. this kiss lasted for 3 hours and there was more than just a kiss involved..he asked me if he could touch me.. i agreed.. i didnt want him to not like me anymore.. so i let him.. he touched me. got me completely undressed... and himself completely undressed... i was scared to death.. he sucked on my breasts and licked me and fingered me.. and made me give him a handjob.. and.. this went on everynight.. for a month.. and then it got less and less.. then everytime i saw him he would touch my breasts.. he would kiss me.. he would text me and tell me things he still wants to do.. i would say no.. it didnt matter to him.. he did it anyways. Everytime i talk to him he begs me for something i dont want to do.. but i give in...and recently.. on Thursday.. was the last day he touched me.. from March 3rd.. to June 4th.. its done.. I finally told my mother.. she told her partner.. and her partner told derek i had told on him... and derek sent me text messages.. "I hate you, you are a fucking bitch!" "I dont care about you and cant believe i even said that i did!" "I hope you go cut yourself and bleed out so i can laugh at you!" My mother told me i was ruining the family.. she told me that this didnt just effect me.. she said it effects the entire family.. and how it might end up breaking her and her partner apart.. and its all my fault... Thursday night.. i almost hung myself.. im done...