Tired.
I have felt so tired after taking care of my six siblings like I birthed them out of my vagina. It's sad when one of my brothers refers to me as a parent. It's even worse when my youngest brother comes to give me a hug when my grandmother asks for one. To be honest, I kind of laugh, but it's sad that I'm seen as more of a consistent caregiver than she is, than both of my grandparents are. I'm afraid to see what's gonna happen when college starts for me.