Iv not self harmed in a while..and i thought i was doin well..but over the past week, iv done it non stop.......it jst feels so good.. Iv even hidden a knife, in my room and a razor in my locker at work..so that if times r difficult ther i can do it on my lunch break........ I knw its gettin worse, cos normally i do it wen im down or upset..now i do it if im simply bored ? i just want to know if anyone does it for these reasons? and if anyone has had the experience of their self harm taking over everything? cos i dont think im at that stage yet? but close to it i jst feel asthough i deserve the pain,and it makes me feel good? does anyone else, feel asthough u should bleed and thats y they do it?