desolation

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by lurktheshadows, Oct 13, 2010.

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  1. lurktheshadows

    lurktheshadows Well-Known Member

    can someone help me? talk to me?
    I feel like I may do something rash.
    There's this huge pit of fire in my stomach, and I feel like I'm going to have a nervous breakdown in front of my roommate which just can't happen.
    I...don't want to be here anymore. I don't know if I can do this. I can't.

    just anybody...say anything.
     
  2. Domo

    Domo Well-Known Member

    I have to leave to go to therapy.

    But please, don't do anything. I'll keep you company when i get back, i promise. Please just hold on.

    I love you.
     
  3. lurktheshadows

    lurktheshadows Well-Known Member

    I can't..I can't
     
  4. eddieukuk

    eddieukuk Member

    im feeling the way u do at the moment. where ru at ?
     
  5. lurktheshadows

    lurktheshadows Well-Known Member

    emotionally? or location-wise? o_O
    To answer both: my dorm is really close to a bridge, that I'm thinking quite highly of right now.
     
  6. Landlocked blues

    Landlocked blues Well-Known Member

    Hey hun. Im going to bed soon but if you need to talk, I can stay up. Please dont do anything rash. Im here for you
     
  7. lurktheshadows

    lurktheshadows Well-Known Member

    Thank you both so much for replying <3 I would go into chat but I was banned last week.
    I don't have anyone else.
    I'm just so hideous....internally, externally...mentally..I have nothing.

    but you can go to bed. I'm going to leave, there's nothing anyone can do.
     
  8. Landlocked blues

    Landlocked blues Well-Known Member

    Im not leaving you like this. Please be strong hun. Why were you banned? I never use chat anyway :) We love you xx
     
  9. lurktheshadows

    lurktheshadows Well-Known Member

    no, no one really loves me.

    I can't even sleep anymore, my dreams are too dark. There's no reprieve, only despair. And I don't want to live in this.
     
  10. Landlocked blues

    Landlocked blues Well-Known Member

    I know its hard hun but you can do it. Go to sleep and think about things more clearly when you awaken
     
  11. lurktheshadows

    lurktheshadows Well-Known Member

    it's 5 pm

    I couldn't sleep if I tried. I didn't sleep last night, or the night before
     
  12. Landlocked blues

    Landlocked blues Well-Known Member

    Have you got medication to help you sleep? If not, you should see your doctor. Sleeping is the most important thing when you feel like this. It clears your head. I know its hard. Im not a great sleeper either
     
  13. lurktheshadows

    lurktheshadows Well-Known Member

    I do, I stopped taking it a month ago. I don't want to take it, it makes me feel like shit.
    I'm sorry, I don't want to keep you up ..you can seriously leave
     
  14. Landlocked blues

    Landlocked blues Well-Known Member

    I keep nodding off but I dont want to leave you like this. Promise me you will be ok?
     
  15. lurktheshadows

    lurktheshadows Well-Known Member

    It's ok, you can leave. I'm sorry. Thank you.
     
  16. Landlocked blues

    Landlocked blues Well-Known Member

    Il message you tomorrow to see how your doing. Good night hun. Big hugs x
     
  17. Domo

    Domo Well-Known Member

    <Mod Edit, WildCherry>

    Frey, check your email. Please.
     
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