Desperate

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by ThornThatNeverHeals, Mar 23, 2014.

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  1. ThornThatNeverHeals

    ThornThatNeverHeals Well-Known Member

    Im trying to find reasons not to but at this point they don't exist. Reasoning Doesn't exist. so why should I exist? I want to die. I feel that I need to die. I need this to be over. It should have been over before it started. But it wasn't. Now it needs to be. Sitting here playing with it. My way out. Counting. Deciding. I can feel myself slipping and my will slipping. Ready to call for help. Too scared to call for help. Help me my mind screams. Die my heart cries. It it time yet? It feels like it is!!!!
     
  2. AnaNg

    AnaNg Antiquities Friend

    Sweetie, I have been where you are. I don't have any answers for you, but the very fact that you're here tells me that it's not time. Please hang on and keep reaching out to us. If you need to, call the suicide hotline and talk to someone. That's what they're there for and it might help to get whatever's on your mind off your chest. ((((hugs))))

    ~Ana
     
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