Hello
I'm a 25-year old man and I am so sad I just want to end it all but I'm to afraid to do it. To afraid what will happen after you die. Where will I go. Will I feel anything, will I leave my family in a mess. It hurts so much to walk around everyday and at this point in my life I feel as I'm only living because the people around me want me to live, I have nothing left to live for. I have a chronic disease (diabetes) and I have a slight hearing loss and moderate-severe tinnitus that haunts me almost every hour of the day. Living is a pain and a pain that will increase the older I get. Music is my blood and mathematics is my life. The tinnitus and diabetes keeps me from both thing. It's like someone has ripped out my spine, my soul, me. It feels like everyday is a step closer to death and right now I am thinking which way is the best way to die. <mod edit: *sparkle*: methods>. It makes me sad that I didn't get to live the life I wanted or a life that didn't include torture every living hour.
Rob
I'm a 25-year old man and I am so sad I just want to end it all but I'm to afraid to do it. To afraid what will happen after you die. Where will I go. Will I feel anything, will I leave my family in a mess. It hurts so much to walk around everyday and at this point in my life I feel as I'm only living because the people around me want me to live, I have nothing left to live for. I have a chronic disease (diabetes) and I have a slight hearing loss and moderate-severe tinnitus that haunts me almost every hour of the day. Living is a pain and a pain that will increase the older I get. Music is my blood and mathematics is my life. The tinnitus and diabetes keeps me from both thing. It's like someone has ripped out my spine, my soul, me. It feels like everyday is a step closer to death and right now I am thinking which way is the best way to die. <mod edit: *sparkle*: methods>. It makes me sad that I didn't get to live the life I wanted or a life that didn't include torture every living hour.
Rob
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