I live in what is the definition of a dysfunctional home with constant arguing between my grandmother and parents since I was young and often being treated like a child by my lazy dad who enters my room and takes my things without my permission all the time. I love them all but my mother is the only I can talk to. The fighting is constant and my father and maternal grandmother love to antagonize other people especially each other. I think they live off it. They're has been fighting a long time now and when it happens I want to die. I've thought of suicide, planned it out and have a note written out. I need people to talk to so I don't follow through with it.