Been lying awake since one. I really need to sleep tonight, I have to make important phone calls tomorrow morning, cos I'm in a little debt and I need to try and stop it going to court, but I can't get any sleep at all. I'm sweating like hell, I can feel it running down my neck when I lie in bed, and the duvet and pillows are soaking, think t's probably from the meds. If I could just stop the sweat then things would be so much easier. I don't know what to do, i' m really stressing out : (
Got about an hour, just been woken up by the caretaker taking out the bins. Beds absolutely drenched in sweat, I don't know how Susan puts up with it. The sleep I did get was useless, I feel worse now than I did before I had any. Never mind, gotta try to function anyway. I really hope today goes well, I'm quite scared about it.
