Desperation

[livingdeath]

It's time to go to bed. I can't bear the thought that another day will come and I'll have to live my daily nightmare yet again, for the millionth time. I wish it would stay dark forever and I could just sleep forever. I hate being awake, I hate being alive. I am so desperately lonely. My depression is crushing me. I hope I die in my sleep tonight; but I know I won't. I go on this way day after day, month after month. Basically my life consists of waiting to die. I wish I had the courage too kill myself. I am just writing this now because I have no one to talk to. I feel like this every day. It is a living hell. I wish I could be helped, but years of therapy and medication have seen no improvement. I am utterly without hope. help.

 

[lost_soul]

living death, you are not alone in alot of respects. i'm from california to. the bay area. i know all about depression and wanting to die. wanting to sleep for eternity. my torture is insomnia. if you want to talk, you can pm or msn me. address is in my profile. hang in there

 

[Cybrsk8r]

I can relate to your feelings. I hate to see the morning come. You can PM me anytime.

 

[am I alive]

I don't know what to say,i feel the same way as you. You can sand me PM anytime you want.