I am a creature of comfort. Not at all for myself, but for those around me. Recent reflections and my own self-image have put me void-of-course. I have been trying hard to put myself in a place of peace and stability, but my mind is finding it more challenging to handle decision making and emotional communication. I know balance is everything, but cannot seem to do that "tight-wire" anymore. There is no one else but me that knows exactly what it is like to be in my body and to fight the emotion and the mind all at the same time. I wish I was a child again, prior to being abused, and descend into the wishes and dreams that every child should have. It is too late for me and I wish that every child should have the opportunity to explore those dreams befor some one exploits their dream