It's like everything I say to him is wrong. And he always go towards the knife. I don't know what to do, but its eating me inside. He keeps saying be mine. I don't want to. He is my ex now. I felt like I caused him to much pain. I feel like I triggered it more. I made him worse. I thought I would be able to make him happy, but I failed. I told him goodbye. I logged out facebook (long distance) Today I got a message saying, "I miss you." I said,"I know you do. How are you doing?" "bad" "Describe bad." "I'm all alone in my house..." I didn't reply because I don't want to be part of it. I feel guilt it's eating me inside. <edit:methods> This is all my fault his own mother even told me that. He tried <edit-methods> yesterday Idk why his mother didn't even take it away. I told her what I should do and I would do it. (He asked) Her exact words where,"Tell your bitch girlfriend it's up to her." ALL IN MY MIND I KEEP HEARING YOUR THE REASON WHY HE'S GOING TO BE DEAD SOON. GUILT IS EATING ME INSIDE LIKE CRAZY. I'M HITTING MY BREAKING POINT. I WANT TO DIE. GUILT GUILT GUILT!!!