I must have missed something. There seems to be something everyone else knows about life, hence they all know what they're doing. It's just that I'm not in on the joke. No one told me the secret. They all have their little gossip and they all understand one another so well. I can't really elaborate more. I don't have the means to force sense into what I'm saying at the moment. Point is, I guess, I'm feeling isolated; as if everyone but me understands something deeper than I can't comprehend. I really don't know. I don't mean to say it as if no one has problems but me, or as if I'm the only one going through things, or as if I'm extremely unique, or as if everyone else has it all together. I just sometimes feel like I've missed something. Like they're passing along an e-mail that skipped my inbox. Hmmm... I wish I could explain it better.