I attempted again and am still here... I spent the last week on the ward that I have come to know all to well. I am pissed at myself because I didnt succeed and wonder why the heck do I think like this. I mean what kind of screwed up person like myself is angry because they are still alive. I am so angry with myself. My family all they can do is cry and yet I dont feel guilty. They are talking of locking me up in a long term psychiatric facility and all I can think of is Girl Interrupted. Am I that bad of a person?