When I was a kid I have memories of my older cousin coming down on vacation with his family and him molesting me. Strangely, only recently these memories have come to light as I've been having therapy for my depression but I have not brought it up with my therapist as everything just seems like it was a dream. I've always had vivid dreams (probably because of smoking pot) abd I don't want to make such a big claim if it is untrue. The thing that makes me feel like it is real though, is that whenever I think about him or someone mentions him, I get uncontrollable feelings of fear, anger and anxiety. I don't know if I want to or am strong enough to investigate the issue further either. Has anyone ever experienced these dream like memories?