I have DID or MPD, whichever you wanna call it. My alter-egos have names. One of them is Jane. Jane is...yeah well she's psychotically angry. When she takes over, I break shit, I scream and shout, I hurt myself and another people, I have fits of rage randomly. But it's always just been Jane. And it's like a hot anger. Red anger. Then there's me. Until lately I was pretty okay. No more angry than the other average person (cept Jane) and I didn't do a lot more than yell and occasionally punch the wall. That's changing. For the last three weeks, when I'm mad at someone, it's...cold. Cold and calculating. I stand there, watching them, when I'm angry or they're having a go at me. And I imagine killing them. In detail. I start to plan it. Plan their death, hidin the body...everythin And then I get the urge to DO it too My hands twitch and I have to restrain myself from picking up a weapon. It's not Jane...it's me. And it's fuckin scary. What's goin on?