I feel the same way, too, man...I'm from TX but I'm livin up here in MI with my mom so I can stay away from drugs and get my shit straightened out...so since I'm not going to college atm I can't meet anyone. My mom and her boyfriend don't take me seriously or trust me because "Ill run off and do drugs", my coworkers don't take me seriously, and on top of all of this, Im not very social, so it just makes it hard to not live a life of loneliness...
But I dunno, for some reason, I just keep going...I feel like it's gonna get better or something big is gonna happen.
Good luck to you, dude.