I bought a box cutter last night with the intention of using it to kill myself. I just now walked off my job because I was tired of the verbal abuse I had to tolerate from everyone I had the dipleasure to work with. I am now unemployed and trying not to cry in a public library as I write this. I have few friends and have run away from my unloving family. Every reason (or excuse) I have found to hold on fails. I just need some kind of support, people I can relate to, advice, a job offer, SOMETHING. Anything.