So you tell your shrink your having suicidal thoughts and that you have enough tablets in your possession to possibly end your life, so what does he do? He takes me off the anti-depressants....like that's going to stop be killing myself. So, I've reached out to real time support, told them how it was...and what happened...nothing...if someone can tell me what the heck I have to do, I will gladly listen, but at the moment I see nothing, life is empty ~ I spoke to someone of a survivors website and they said it might be because the shrink felt I was too close to a breakdown, and too low to kill myself and by lifting my mood slightly it could make me take those tablets...so what happens in the mean time, I fall lower, I get withdrawals....and have to wait 4 weeks to see what happens.. I don't have 4 weeks...I don't have 4 hours....tell me the reason to fight because I have none. family hahaha, friends, where? I'm possibly going to lose my home, and work...so what then... forget it. Die bitch die, take satans child with you, take the little un, and the bitch with you. die bitch die.