i've finally realised, many years later, that i am really, really DIFFERENT from average people.... and it's not a happy realization. when you are a kid/teen, it's all about individuality - now as an adult, it sucks. i wish i had the skills and capacity to interact in a normal fashion with other humans - dogs, cats, horses, kids, no problems there. but actual members of my peer group - good fucking luck on that one. i think differently, i act differently, and when i try to work hard at fitting in, it goes overboard.... there just doesn't seem to be a middle ground. i am assuming i am not the only one here who is this way. i am not unintelligent, and am quite good at my job and popular with all 100 of my clients - but as soon as i am off the clock... i just have no idea.... how about you?