This is a hard thread to write. It's not easy knowing I'm more than likely going to get hurtful comments. People always seem to blame the victim. I guess it stems from arrogance. people assume they are too smart and it could never happen to them. I honestly fear my STBX is going to turn into a killer. The things he said in the past few months had become more and more morbid. He's always talked of torturing and punishing all the ingrates of the world which seemed to include everyone but himself. Talked about the need to be like God. Even said he was superior. Now if you take the time to read my blog you'll see some of it but you certainly couldn't gather the full measure of things from that alone. You'd need to actually be around him in his dark moments to know what I'm referring to. It not just a matter of a man who abuses women. This is a man who is dangerous to others as well. And i don't think anyone gets how serious I am about this. I feel like people want to play it down. of course my lawyer told me I better not go back to him. That that was how girls like me get killed. After the fact it sounds like an insult but it really wasn't. I think she realized just how dangerous my husband and his father truly are. If you're gonna respond please do it with some wisdom. I am too fragile right now for comments from those who simply think they have answers. I just need acknowledgment that I've been heard in this matter. That the seriousness of what happen to me has been realized by at least a few.