I started a new job a few months back, and unfortunately it looks like it's not going to be a good fit for me. I don't think this position will last much longer. I'm working with a recruiter to find a new place, but because of the timing of this situation, I'm going to have to cancel the big move I was planning to make on September 1st. So I'm out my deposit there.
I just couldn't take on that level of financial responsibility when my job is making my physically ill with anxiety and my future is uncertain. I've been panicky about this all morning. I don't know what to do, and I'm worried for the long-term damage to my career.
I think I'm going to have to get back into therapy again to cope with these feelings that have resurfaced in this new job. It's just very frustrating to lose the opportunity and backslide in my recovery.
I just couldn't take on that level of financial responsibility when my job is making my physically ill with anxiety and my future is uncertain. I've been panicky about this all morning. I don't know what to do, and I'm worried for the long-term damage to my career.
I think I'm going to have to get back into therapy again to cope with these feelings that have resurfaced in this new job. It's just very frustrating to lose the opportunity and backslide in my recovery.