I really need some talk about this with someone because I think i'm loosing my mind. Just need some feedback. I already brought this subject up once but it was taken all out of context so i'm starting again. I get fascinated by hospitals. I would love to work at one and be involved in the place and be there and I suppose just matter to people because i'm helping. The problem is that i'm not sure if i'm deluded or not about it all. The feeling those places give me are so scary. Every single spectrum of emotion seems to be there for me. I feel I need to be there. That if I don't I won't be fulfilled. I have dreams about being there. I know that sounds a bit scary which is sort of why i'm asking if anyone gets the same feeling about something else? Like a sort of pining and emptiness. Decadance. I don't know how to describe it but it's like i'm missing something and i'm scared i'm really am loosing my mind finally.