Diphenhydramine(Benedryl) and my experience

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by PrincessInPinkArmor, Dec 20, 2009.

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  1. Well all, as you may know, I created this account because I was completely and utterly depressed because my friend committed suicide, and wouldnt you know it..the love of my life, the one who I loved for 3 years, the one who I thought was my soul mate, told me two days...TWO DAYS after my friend committed suicide that she was in love with someone else. This triggered something in my head. I was getting through the pain of this with Diphenhydramine..The Benedryl pills would take me away from it all. It would make me feel nothing at the time. But there would be times where I would hallucinate. My habit got so bad, I would order bottles of 1,000 pills off the internet and they would last me 3 weeks. I would resort to stealing them from the store until finally i got caught one time and I wasnt allowed to come in to the store anymore.. Finally I snapped myself out of it when I got evicted out of that hell I was in. That became the turning point of my using...I will admit, I did con my dad into buying me some when I first moved back to his house...I said I had "allergies" but I started seeing a Psychiatrist whom I told everything to and I havent touched it for 11 months...almost a year now.
  2. Neverhappyalwayssad

    Neverhappyalwayssad Well-Known Member

    Where you you using Diphenhydramaine as a deliriant? Or for their sleeping effect?
  3. I used it as a deliriant. I used it to numb my pain.
  4. betteroffunknown

    betteroffunknown Well-Known Member

    right on good for you. that's awesome you've gone 11 months. that's a big accomplishment. being an addict myself i know how huge that is. keep up the great work.
  5. iWantDeath

    iWantDeath Member

    No offense dude and congrats and all but I read this and now wanna go bye some.

    Eh maybe DXM actually?
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