Good morning, I found this forum after googling information on depression and suicide. I haven't had the chance to explore the site indepth, but I see a lot of people with problems similiar to my own. Right now I'm at work but I thought I would take a quick moment to introduce myself. I am 27 years old, married and have had issues with Depression on and off for as long as I can remember. Right now I'm in the process of changing medication. The past two weeks have been especially difficult, there has been a lot of anxiety and crying spells. I have also had strong compulsions to end my life. I do not want to die and I would never want to hurt my loved ones that way, but the fantasies are very persistant. Anyway, thanks for allowing me to come here and vent.