disappearance

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by TLA, Oct 26, 2006.

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  1. TLA

    TLA Antiquitie's Friend


    I hate to see others hurting,
    it makes me cry for them.
    But, maybe I'm really crying for me....
    everyday. so many tears.
    really tired of the tears.

    why does life have to hurt so much?
    thats all I want to know.
    I let the hurt stop now.
    I tried so hard to learn how to play.
    I don't want to be in this game no mo.
    The rules always changed on me, I couldn't learn how to do it.

    I thought I was doing acceptable.
    I was wrong. as usual.

    I don't care how painful it is to die,
    its a risk I'll take now.
    it can't be more devastating than all these holes in that organ called the "heart"

    you say don't do it.
    you say people do care.
    LIES
    I've learned people lie with no guilt or shame. fine.
    But it does hurt, maybe someone should tell them.

    no one will notice,
    no one will be bothered by the disappearance
    it will be a collective sigh relief for
    ALL
    Then, maybe they will have a wild party to celebrate.
    In heaven there is no more saddness, no more tears.
    I will get there somehow
     
  2. I wish your path were easier... But you're in the right pace for expressing the heaviness of the journey. I share your woe. I used to get welcome glimpses of Heaven. I miss them. I was able to make and keep peace. Many days I don't want to wait anymore. I feel for you

    FAL1
     
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