I have been feeling terrible all day. For the past few days I have not been able to concentrate on any one thing which has been driving me mad as it took me nearly all of yesterday to write a bloody letter to someone. Doesn't look good really does it? Anyway, I have been feeling awful all day. NO particular reason why just really irritable and angry for no reason. My Dad having a go at me for not wanting to eat dinner outside made me cry. Stupid I know. So the disappointment. I tried self harming tonight. It wouldn't work. No matter how many different places I tried I couldn't let. I would make a crap IV drug user! Usually I can always get one but just didn't seem to want to. So I feel worse than I did before I started trying as I had set my mind on the fact I was going to and worked up to it and then nothing! So I feel worse. Annoying!