I went to hospital last night after od'ing on various pills. My plans never work. I drank a lot to give me the courage to take the pills and then I took the pills. I started to be sick and couldn't breathe as was being so sick and I got really scarde and ended up calling an ambulance. I researched the pills and didn;t think they would cause me to be sick. They took me to the recusiation part of the A+E as my heart tracing was not right and I was on all these monitors. I stayed in over night on a ward and discharged myself this morning. I didn't see any doctors or wait for blood test results so there is the hope that I may have actually succeeded this time. They just made me sign this form to say that they wouldnt be held responsible if I left. So how do I feel now? Well a part from feeling a little light headed and dizzy physically that is it. So it is unlikely that it will have worked but I can always hope. They wanted me to stay but I didnt want to. I dont get what they could do. I lied and said I didn't want to die and didn't answer the psychiatric questions. They cant do anything for me so couldnt see the point in staying. So got back home about 11am and had to clean up sick...nice!