Discharged today

Discussion in 'After Effects' started by Crue-K, Jun 6, 2011.

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  1. Crue-K

    Crue-K Well-Known Member

    Finally discharged from hospital today. I made a serious attempt on 28th April and fortunately/unfortunately (depending on how you look at it) I was revived and her I am back in the world of the living. I feel both stupid and disappointed about my attempt. Once I was admitted back onto the psych ward, I only expected to be there a week.....and six weeks later!!! In the past when I have attempted, I did feel a little sorry for my family and friends, but not this time. When I got home there was a massive pile of mail and it took several hours to clear it all. I had 3 bills that weren't paid in time so no doubt I will have to grovel and ask not to be penalised with late fees. I am sure somebody has been driving my car, for a start there was a CD still in the player yet I always take them out and put them away when leaving my car, also the seat was moved and my pack of polo's had gone. I am sure I am not mistaken. On a positive note, I have lost about 20lbs in weight, I have been on full pay from work and a old lottery ticket won me £72 with 4 numbers. Am I happy to be out? only time will tell. I won't however be taking non-prescribed medication for a while.
     
  2. Kikyo

    Kikyo Active Member

    Glad you're okay. Hopefully things will start lookign better for you.
     
  3. Angiebaby

    Angiebaby Member

    Graham, so glad to hear from you, have been really worried hence the number of message on your ansaphone LOL. I had no idea you were in hospital, I have 2 appointments with Dr N since then and she never mentioned you were admitted, and she knows we are close, not happy about that. Ring me when you feel ready. xx
     
  4. Crue-K

    Crue-K Well-Known Member

    many thanks.
     
  5. Crue-K

    Crue-K Well-Known Member

    Hiya, sorry I never got in touch, I was pretty much out of it. I'll ring you before the weekend and we'll go out. Good to see you joined SF.
     
  6. PollyAnna

    PollyAnna Account Closed

    Well,welcome back hun.:hug:


    I hope this Isn't too soon,but may i ask...did u attempt because of your problems,or you hate the whole idea of existence?
     
  7. Crue-K

    Crue-K Well-Known Member

    Thanks for the welcome back.

    To answer your question, something just snapped inside me that urged me to try. My past attempts have always come about when I was crash from a manic episode into depression. This time is was different.
     
  8. Catfreak

    Catfreak Active Member

    I'm new here but glad your ok. I can relate to the complexities of feelings after a survived attempt. Much love to you x
     
  9. PollyAnna

    PollyAnna Account Closed

    Awe,well, good for u then.:) It's very hard to be Interested In life again after ...y'know.
     
  10. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Just checking in to see how you are doing? Hope this finds you much better...J
     
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