So reality right now is getting up each morning to face another day where no matter what I do I get reminded that I am complete trash. Some people say they have a perpetual cloud of rain over their head, mine seems to me more of a perpetual cloud of malice. I am witnessing first hand that law of attraction really is a thing, the more I squirm in pain the more hell rains down upon me. There is no one to call, no one to talk to, no one to offer any empathy. The people I've tried talking to give me the same response: you are selfish, pull yourself up by the bootstraps, stop whining, your problems are petty etc.
It's just the same thing over and over again, it never stops. I just wish I really had the courage to end it. The worlds going to complete shit so why even bother?
It's just the same thing over and over again, it never stops. I just wish I really had the courage to end it. The worlds going to complete shit so why even bother?