I've been thinking about suicide for a very long time. I don't think I would ever attempt it again because I failed miserably the last time. But these thoughts are hard to get rid of. Especially late at night when I can't fall asleep because I can't stop thinking. I always think about killing myself or at least wishing some terrible accident would happen so I wouldn't have to be alive anymore. I try not to but sometimes I can't help it. I've been to numerous therapists but none of them have given me a good answer to my most important question. How do I stop these thoughts from occurring?