K so, i have a family and i dont want to hurt them by attempting/commiting suicide. I wish i didnt have any ties so i could try but they are all holding me back. I love my family very much and wouldnt want to put them through that, but then i think i´d be dead so i wouldnt experiance their hurt but then i think i know they hurt and its my fault. Anyway, what i came to ask was do any of you who´ve atempted have families? if you do how do you cut that tie (maybe the tie is already broken for some)? Ive been toying with the idea of growing up abit, moving to a different country on my own and start a huge fight between the family so they all hate me and never want to talk to me again. Then i would be tie free and can atempt at my own will.