My two last relationships didn't last, and they both send me deeper into my depression. But i feel so lonely... I just want someone to hold, and someone to love, who loves me back. But i'm afraid. Afraid of rejection, Afraid of, once again, to destroy a relationship and a woman. So i just stay lonely. I don't even know how to meet a sweet girl, or how to talk to her. Can anyone help with my fear of rejection, how to find someone, and how not to destroy everything? My Psychiatrist says i have to get better before i start a relationship, but i haven't gotten any better for the past couple of years, and i can't wait for something that may never stop.