So a couple years ago I was going to AA and had three months sobriety and then I decided that I didnt really have a problem. Fast forward to now, lots has happened in between, and Im questioning whether I have something manageable or if I should go back to AA. For the past 18 months I have been doing lots of binge drinking and smoking a lot of crack cocaine, and my life absolutely fell to pieces. Sometimes I can have like one or two drinks without getting impulsive or what have you but most of the time I need to binge and have like ten drinks and then all bets are off and my life is about to fall to bits. So I dunno is this a manageable thing or do I need to give up the liquor and the drugs completely and go back to a program like AA or NA?